i'm sick and tired of everything.

i'm sick of smiling and laughing everyday acting as if nth has happen.

i'm sick of the things i need to do everything.

i'm sick of sec three life.

i'm sick of the things i need to do everyday.

i'm sick of the stuffs that are happening now.


the only thing that make me not sick is 2unity07. i seriously miss them like hell. i can still rmb the sec 1 bbq with Mr koh then the sec two camp, how we bonded and shouted the one and only unity cheer.

i seriously miss 2007, its not even a month in 2008 and i am starting to be tired, how fast isn't it? many many many things happen in this "one month" which really tires me out.

i also found out that i am really not the strong girl that everyone thinks i am. i can be happy infront of everyone esle but behind closed doors, i am not.

i'll try to be back myself for the year, but it will be a long time before i am on my feet again, smiling from the bottom of my heart anymore. lets wait for the time to come.

i dunno why, i am turning to being emo. and i know i dun like to be emo. but, seems like things happening this month made me make friends with it. and seriously it sucks.

as you guys know, i don't really write vulgar or speak vulgar unless i am really damn pissed off, or when i am really sick and tired of the stuffs happening. as you can see, i wrote one above. so you guys should know.

i am sorry to all my sisters and friends, i disappoint you guys with this post. i'm sorry.

the person whom you think is the strongest, is actually the weakest.

hello people! posting time, lol! shall start with sunday.

sunday, after tuition met jane, zhiqi, zhilin jas and shanellllle! then we went to cityhall. walk and walk and walk, chat and chat and chat, then we went suntec, had kfc for lunch, was joking/gossiping/chatting all the way.

awww, so sad, someone had a diarrhea cannt come leh! lol. hahahahahah! then went to carrefour, tried on fbts, bought fbts. i like the lime green one! and yeps, bought it.

is like super chio! ^^ then slowly stroll our way back to cityhall, took train to dhouby gaut then went to meeet maosheng and guys. maosheng bought jud and mine's birthday pressy! lol.

no more adidas waterbottle ): then they went home while the other like jane they all, went to ate dinner @ food court.

the ice cream sundae they bought from the food court seriously, SUCKS LIKE !@#$%^&* then went to carrefour again. as jas wna buy ziplog bag for her bro. then zhilin and jas also bought sushi.

then got one auntie damn qian pian! zzzz. shall nto talk bout it, waste my time. then cause of that auntie we spent like 10 mins standing there waiting to pay money! then after that went home le!

Monday ;

had cap's ball for pe, damn long nv play le, very very fun! lol. with bryan nicholas and marcus chew. bernice's a good catcher too!

hmm, couldn't rmb much, lets just skip!

tuesday;

chemistry,copied notes and notes, blablabla. EL become a lesson that most of the people would read true singapore ghost story. lol, she dun even flare up leh! omg.

then emaths, kinda know our obs grp. initially, marcus lim was in our grp, then he was the lucky one to go to other classes! then i no partner le. ): but found partner for kayaking le! ^^

F&n miss lini went to sec 2 camp! was slacking in class luh, listening to mp3 all those. ask whther can 1.30 let us go, then the relief teacher dun allow! sobs. then after school erm, forget what happen le.

wednesday ;
miss lini didn't come again, then had mp3s out for listening! chinese, LLL, wnt for sec two camp too! so we did workbook, but was copying from marcus, marcus copied from clarence, and then dunno who clarence copy. but like all the ans correct de.

after school had choir and sec ones came. quite okay luh. did think of me! yay! ^^ then seniors stayed back, but we didn't want to do sectionals, so it was postponed to friday! wheee~

thursday ;
recess at 9.30 school end at 2.30? siao right? but luckily, got lit, means! free period for those who nv take lit! wheeeeee~

then mr zing threw the class key upstairs then it got inside the class as the classroom window was nt closed. then we were like, locked out from the classroom.

then mr shahrom got to know bout it, so he bought us to the canteen. you want eat, can eat. but not like rice all those. then stayed in canteen for bout 15 mins all those, went back class as the auntie helped us open the dooor.

had test, which was quite okay. then ss, no one was listening reading TSGS as usual! then she let us off like 10-15 mins earlier. can't really remember what happen after school, dunno why.

friday;
school was okay, SS was boring then got grp work, but start only after obs! then blablabla, nigel tan and marcus chew and meanieS! after school went for choir.

slacked in canteen with crys and zhiqi jas jud while they wait for zhilin. then played with ernest's nokia phone. Nokia sucks! lol, my thinking! those who thinks nokia rocks, then sry. then went for choir.

did any dream will do, quite nice, but think of me nicer. lol. then errr, stayed back to wait for fion, so went outside of music room then inside then outside then inside. then went waited with jane for shixuan. had fun talking to jane too!

we always have alot to talk about de luh! ^^ then went home le.



yay! finally done with posting. next sat then! shall update bout obs! ^^
i haven even packed for obs yet!

PICTURES! ^^


handprint on rina's back! hohoho. :b


daryl's trying to act "candid" but in fact, its not! evidence!


the broken cd, on the day on cca orientation.


spot the mistake!

another week has passed, and yea, this week seems damn long, many things happened. and of all the many things, 80% are sad ones, i really wonder why did it happen. why is everyone changing because of different classes? ):

monday ;
the day where everything thing started. don't wanna elaborate much on it. forgot where i went to after school too. lol, but nvm, lets get on to tuesday.

tuesday ;

a happier day i guess, after school stayed back. unity and diligence were decorating their classrooms, so fun luh, lol, the 2 charity 07 plugged M 's nano and is like the sound came out from the speakers, damn cool.

lol, thats wht they do when they stayed back in school to do deco or whatever. ran from unity to diligence, then from diligence to unity, lol, damn fun, then took pictures too! its on friendster, go see yourself!

lol, new way to take pics, shall try with other friends too next time! then played with rain water too, fun. then took bus home as the road is wet, and kinda muddy.

wednesday ;
something to cheer me up, which is choir! sec ones came to audition and miss yee said she killed 3/4 of all who come, and only people with less then 10 people can really sing, then the others is like can like cannot liddat de.

then went back music room as we were at ava since the music room was used for audition. go through african noel, dunno why, everytime sing this song will rmb max leh! lol. and daryl did miss yee creed again, this time solo~ then met jane in canteen, we had a really nice talk! its been a long time since we did that!

and we promise each other more of this kind of this kind of talks! ^^

thursday ;
if i'm not wrong, went to lunch@ mac with zhilin, zhiqi and jud. chatted and chatted. was sitting near the escalator part where people go down to basement one. then mingteck was like using his big big eyes to stare at me, so i stare back too, then zhiqi keep laughing and laughing.

then sebastian was another one staring at me, stare back too. but sebas stare not like mingteck one. shen jin bing de! then went home.

friday ;
choir again, then learnt the prayer, lynette taught us wrong part, then when she realise she keep saying i lao hua le. hahahahaha. damn funny. then go through all the songs, leaders stayed back to discuss bout orientation.

then me and taiyang was waiting for fion, so waited in the music rooom too. then, dunno who say want teach phantom. me rachel(mok) and taiyang was like damn happy, and raising our hands even though our vote will not be counted.

then in the end, we got to sang a small prt from phantom, which is think of me, thats has more girls melody the boys melody. lol. then got other songs too. which i forgot, then waited with fion for her mum to fetch her.

then went home le! ^^

saturday ;
went for work, then at bout 12+ dezmond sms me. whther wna go bowling with them, but worked ended bout 1 + then met them awhile jiu went home le. stupid dezmond and esmond keep suaning bout ___________. wth luh, but was very ufnny.

cause me and dez keep distracting esmond and his bowling ball went into the drain! hohohoho. then he lost, he said he wanted to get 100, in the end he got 95. hahahahahahaa. then went home le. so i'm blogging now! next post, next week i suppose.


tags ;

ber; miss you too! i miss unity.. ):
ben ; yeps yeps, very very funny! alot of people viewed it.
luke; hihihi!

hellohello! i'm lazy to post luh, but i shall try and rmb and post everything! (:
depends on my "ultra good" memory, (notice there's inverted commas.) lol.

Monday!
hmmmm, i fell down while sliding to stepf's table during hist elec, the classroom floor so slippery luh! hmmph, make my butt pain for the whole day, lucky, hist elect was the last lesson.

then went to mac to have lunch with funk four. then it was like so fun luh, it wasn't like sec two tt time liddat, awkward. phoe's a sicko. she go beat her fillet and her friend's mac-chicken until flat like very flat, but not like roti prata, but, a burger look like a flatie, how does it taste like?

dunno how come she can digest it, her friend so poor thing, sicko phoe!

tuesday!
had floorball for pe. me, hweemay, mavis, angie, bernice & jolene i think. hohoho, we won't! lol, then had height and weight. after Pe was chinese, LLL not fierce de! seriously, she is like very nice, she also crack jokes! ^^ F&N like's real headache!

the things you need to do are like damnit lots! then after school went to checkup with zhiqi, shanelle, jud and zhilin, for the OBS! jud and zhilin didn't check. yeps. then was fit to go! hohoho, had lunch at longjohn soon after, then zhiqi went to take her passport picture, she took like real damn long to think to take the pic or not.

then we went popular, as zhilin wna buy sketchpad for her bro, then we went to the boooks section. zhiqi took a book out, then is bout learning cantonese, just nice shanelle knows cantonese she can say loh.

AND then, zhiqi keep laughing and laughing cause of the pronounciation and stuff. then went home le!

wednesday!
forgot what happen in class, but after school, had lunch with zk, taiyang and fion. was talking bout sec ones and laughing bout dunno what stuffs. then had choir, learnt new song, called kiss the girl, hey people! go youtube it! then daryl, debra and suetyee had to take warmups!

cause sec fours aren't going be around on friday when missyee's coming at 4++. lol. funny luh them. then sec threes and fours stayed back to discuss bout orientation. blablabla. then since choir ended early, luke was coming to hg so was ram, so.. we met up! got two lao cheeko pek which is like 50-60+ like so biantai,

asked zikun and me write down our no. on tissue paper, i was listening to luke's apple touch, but i could hear! and i faked, i didn't hear anything. and zikun ans was a big fat NO. hahahah. they are like DAMN DAMN DAMN DISGUSTING. looks like they are despo for s*x. hohoho.

then went home. blahblahblah~

Thursday
hmmm, had class deco on that day, was fun! lol, with the spray paint, the guys were very "creative" where they drew like dunno what in class noticeboard, the moon with the man fishing, the library with an lao ahpek reading.

the lao ahpek in the noticeboard they drew is like osama, got beard and all those. and, they sprayed mavis umbrella with gold paint, and it was gold, cool eh. and bad zing dun allow us home!

he locked everyone in class. ohoh, some charity(07) people also came to help! they are like damn funny luh. thn went home with jud. blablabla.

Friday!

like what, can't rmb whathappen in class, cause its boring! then after school, choir at library, sec three took warmups, not bad luh. just that very noisy and need some remainder for them to quiet-en down. then in the end, daryl's like so pekcek, i shouted for them to be quiet.

then all silence, they daryl thank me! lol. learnt african noel, like real easy, cause learn before le, the junior haven learn before, tts why. presented it to miss yee, with satb. and she said it was very goood! hohohoho.

then revised kiss the girl, bass keeep breathing at the wrong place, then in the end, had to do miss yee creed! like again, then it was kissing debra's big 1.5 litre waterball.

youtube-d it already, ask me for url! was like damn damn damn funny. daryl got new name! song-bo. then went home with zk, with rain drizzle, tickling our faces. the feeeling is like damn shoik! ^^

okay, i managed to blog everything le! next post, hmm, see my feeling lohzxzxzxzxzxzxz! lol.

elena ; thanks! you too! CHEER UP!
M ; yeps, i will.
crys; HOHO!

i'm forcing you no more.

i promise, i shall try to be happy. tuition today, forgot to bring jacket as a result, tadaaa, i've got a cold, a bad one. ate panadol went to slp, slp for fours hrs straight! its been long since i've slp tt late. (:

shal update more! lalala.

luke, thanks for listening me blabber.
ram, thank you too! (:

i suddenly feel so useless, i feel like closing my doors to the outside world. i feel like a weakling now. i've lost a guy which i trust most, someone to confide in and stuff.

i'm sorry all my sisters and friends, this thing seem harder then it is..

i promise, i shall try to be happy okay? (:

school's fine ytd and today, and something major happen again. but this time, i guess its my fault. while, i think it's always been my fault, shan't elaborate more on here, but what i want to say is ,
.i am sorry michelle. i am sorry stephanie. & i am espicially sorry to the guy that i've hurt most. i'm sorry.i really dunno what to say anymore..

school's fine, know the class chairman better, hahahah, he's funny. he dunno how to spin pen, another one to suan. obs, seems fun! hohohoho. but need medical checkup lehzxzxz, i wanna go!

choir's was fun too, today was choir orientation and there were cheers everywhere, oh! and something happen in choir, mingteck broke the disc, and there was no backup! lucky we didn't need to sing home in that rock and for the beauty of the earth.

becauseeeee... MISS YEE SAVED US! by rushing from phs to hihs with taxi fare of $10, choir booth was fun! we were shouting and singing and did basically everything tt people in camps do. well, it was fun luh.

well, tts all bout it. shall update more next time!

side view~


tiramisu~ top view


fat and big x'mas in taka


high voltage of the tree!


snowman! hoho.

random, orchard RD ! lol.

first day of school was fineeeee, just tt i really miss 2unity alot. now i realise tt being in the class that everyone knows you, is like so nice, hai, seeems like everyone in 2 unity took it for granted. i really missed the times where we have the sec two camp, where the unity cheers come on, i really hope tt time will reverse itself, but i know, it couldn't.

3 sin's fine, really fine, just tt in class i dun have michelle and guys like maosheng they all to play with, and is like, everything's so weird, like in a class where i don't belong. okay, nt tt bad just tt i miss 2unity fun and joy, really alot.

everyone's splitted up, i'm glad i stil have jud. well, okay, enough of the "emo-ing" i dun think is emo-ing luh, just tt i miss my class.. )':

met zikun early in the morning, then we walked to school, called dezmond, and said good morning, which was like jisiao-ing him right in the morning, hohohoho. then walked to school, split with zikun, chatted with michelle and people, guys were wearing long pants, wah! bu xi guan lohzxzxzx.

stayed in hall, 45 mins mass, miss nai couldn't reach the note, so her voice, aiyarh, you know loh, then blabla, who's form teacher and blablabla, then went back class,
mr shahrom talk talk talk, mdm ng talk talk talk, then CEC elections, then thanks to dawn and judith,i kanna sabo for classroom decorations.

but, they are in the team too! HAHAHAHA. then went for recess, didn't eat much, kinda bored of the food, then went up hall, LKT talk talk talk, was doodling on my student handbook, then go back class, had idea on themes tt our classroom is going to be.

then yay! school's over, actually wna meet luke and ram for lunch, then thanks to my mum sudden's leave, i can't, really very sry luke and ram.. then went for lunch with ber, jud, zhiqi and zhilin. chatted alot. then after tt we went to walked around, zhiqi and zhilin went home(i think.)

then went minitoons, found ber's bday pressy, then chamelon, then pop, bought my textbook, then after saw dez and es. damn funny luh, esmond was suaning bernadette bout her black-ness, HOHOHO, DAMN FUNNY SIA. then they went to library(they got so guai one meh? lol. joking! ) while we went second floor, hoho, we went gelare and we shared tiramisu~

heaven~ lol, no luh. just tt me and jud shared the price, had lots of fun and laughter, and laughed at ber's funny english word again. then there's a joke damn funny. not really a joke luh, it goes like this.

me : eh!!! i give you all hear one song okokokok?
jud: hanar hanar.
ber: kk.
*then all of us listen for the music to start*

then the music started, it was canon groove, then we laughed, cause they were expecting some kinda dunno what music. did tt to teen titans song too, then we laughed.chatted till bout 4+ then we went home. pictures on next post! and some random pics! ^^

tags replying ;
elena; yeps! i have a blog! lol. happy new yr!
ram ; cannot meh? go audi, hahaha. and happy new yr to you toooo!
luke ; ^^
to those who said merry x'mas ; merry xmas! lalala.

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