loves of our lifes.
me.xiuxiu.rina
in the class room.look at the ppl behind.
in the bloody indian restaurant.yusks.the food sucks.
me.and xiuxiu's back view.we are doodling on the board.my hair is soo messy.
our backview taken by xiuxiu.
our hands!!after the henna has dried.
our hands!!right after we had our hanna draw on it.nice??
well dats all.update next tym!!!

me.rina.crys.xiuxiu. xiuxiu and me!!!

me and dear dear.
sweet hoh.hahahhashs.he piggy back-ing me!!!
ahahhahahahahaahs.

ellos.stupid.just hate suzie.she really sux.why??kkays.tell eu.today after skool me,jud,rina,crys,jas,shanelle,qii,lin,amander lim.we went baq to eat lunch then crys,jud,qii hav the band meeting dunno call wad rubbish.wad general band meeting.or the other way.wadeva.actually rina and amander[lim] need to help mr singh do thing de.budden he got meeting then ask rina to wait fer him.then we wait untill 3 sumthing the meeting haven end[rina ask me wait with her].then the big fat ass cum.she ask us.euu stay baq fer wad??rina say we helping the golf teacher,mr singh to put up sum banners.then she ask me.u are not in dat cca right?then why u stay baq?i say.she ask me stay baq to help also.she cannot manage.then she ask rina,rina then say yes loh.[dun really quite remeber.]the big fat ass went to the general office.she find mr guei then she ask mr guei whther mr singh go home le ma.mr guei say he go home le.then we were lyk SHOCK?then we argue with her lah.blablablabla.then he ask scott fer his name.scott say joel.my name is joel.big fat ass ask.wad class?? scott say.i dunno i wad class.then dat bog fatt ass say'u trying to play around with me izzit?how many mths u hav been studying in this skool??its not funny ok??'then me and rina feel lyk SLAPPING her.then she say.if teacher really goive eu permission then u can stay.but if it is not true,u all shall get it.u will get detention untill 5 o'clock.wa lao.do eu tink i give a damn bout it??ASSHOLE CHEEBYE.oh shit.i ferget she doesn't hav cheebye.wah lao.dun feel lyk telling liao le.makes my blood boil man!!

i feel lyk asking my mother.why are u keeping me inside the hse??ican't even go out with my fwends .sux man.sec1 liao le loh.ok.i am not asking eu to let me go out everytym.but.please.the exams are over man!can't u even let me go out with dhem?can't eu ever trust me?i hate eu.jus get out of my lyfe.i hate eu.ok if there is sum reason i wanna go out and u dun let me.please tel me the reason lah.mayb be'cos i hav been going out too oftenly OR my results.but please!when i ask eu fer a reason u say'cannot means cannot no reason'wah lao eh.if u give me a reason i can understand.but u dun even think then u said no.why mus eu be my mother??u are so baised.u lyk brother mor then me.cos he is academic better then me.everything he does.u think is the best.everything i did are all shit.no matter how good my results are.u try to compare with brother.u tend to say'aiya.its nth lah!u wan u be lyk korkor lah.get A* fer ure maths.'wads this?comparartion man.i wish u can read this.but i know u can't.cos u can't read english.u know i mus bluff eu?is to get that 1-4 hrs of freedom.I HATE EU.when korkor did sumthing wrong,u dun even scold him.when i did sumthong wrong,u scold me until lyk i scold a damn rude word to eu.when korkor scold eu 'siao'u dun even scold him.but when i scold?u scodl me until u say my fwends.say they are bad fwends.please loh.is ure precious son taught me one.from when i am in p3,i started to realised sumthing.wadeva i do,is nth.wadeva korkor do, is the best thing he done in the whole wide world.i started to keep my mouth shut.i started to make a point of not telling eu everything.cos wadeva i tell eu,u think is bullshit.wadeva korkor tel eu,are goldbar dat jus dropped out from the gold mine.dun blame me fer dat.u make me did this.u force me to do this.I HATE EU.u are disgusting.u only know how to force ppl.nt understanding them.why can't u jus understand my feelings??i dunwan to say anymor.
my tears are dripping.
my heart is broken.
i dun wanna think.
i only hav one simple wish.
jus stop comparing me and korkor.
dats the only thing i wish eu would do.
i dun hav anything esle.
even if u dun allow me to go out.
i jus want eu to stopp comparing me and him.
nth more.
i am beri sad in eu.i dun wish to elaborate anymore.

ellos.am posting again.jus now went to plaza sing.ahhahahs.went with rina,crystal,daryl and junhao.=))hahhas.junhao and daryl are madd.jus fer dat arcade,they went to buy a shirt.siao.then we mak a hole in daryl's shirt.hahahahs.then we went fer a refund.hahahahs.then rina they all hav extra money fer nachos.hah.then took sum neo the cam got prob de..then later they went watch movie..then went hougang mall with junhao to find jasmine.then after dat went home loh..heys.ppl watch incredibles tales later at channel 5 at 10.
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ellos.finally.i am posting again.well today got maths paper2 siao liao.i die le.alot dunno how to do lei..sadded.haahhahahs.after that went to hougang mall to slack.went to library!!hahahhas.i so guai!no lah.actually go dhere to play.ahahahhs.then bla bla bla loh.went home on com play com.nth do.sian.oh yar!i change blogskin le..
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ellos.i am baq.hahahahhahs.my mother only allow me to use fer a while.so.sadded.anyway.tell eu all sumthing beri funny!!SHANELLE HOLD HAND LE!!!!!with sumone she dunno.diao.hahahahs.this all happens yesterday.is lyk we were walking down the slope then suddenly a merc stopped infront,then i push shanelle.then she rush infront.then almost fall then jus nice got one boy[nerdy] walk infront of her.then she go hold the boy's hand!!OMG.then the boy is lyk shock.suddenly sumone grabbed his hands hahahhahahs.
today.i die le.the maths paper.leave one question blank.lots of questions anyhow do.then the science.okkays. lah.at least not maths liddat.quite easy.=))tomoro got english+litreture.i study le!hahahahs.see i so guai!kkays.thats all.gtg.bbyes.
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i love eu!!